And after all the heartbreaks, and the fights, and the tears, and the anger, true love will be waiting for you at the end.....and it will be worth it.

You love so hard, so deeply , so intensely because you don't know any different. Its the best until its over then you hurt like you've never hurt before, Eventually you love again , but you love differently , You will love more carefully more cautiously , just know that there is always so much more love waiting for you .

I’m sorry I’m not what you expected.

I’m sorry I’m sometimes shy

And sometimes I don’t look good.

I’m sorry sometimes I don’t make sense

And for all the times I’ve spoke my mind.

I’m sorry sometimes I’m stupid

And my mind has left me.

I’m sorry that I can’t always live up to your expectations,

Or be nice.

I’m sorry I can’t be a better person.

I’m sorry for what I say

And think.

I’m sorry for everything I am

And will become.

I’m sorry that you can’t accept me.

I’m sorry I’m only human

Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you will wake up from that anger and the person you love won't be around anymore.

i think i'm in love again...

..............

after 1 year n 4 months

berlalu

my heart

terbukak lg

for another guy

*_*

hehehe 

walaupun dia ni 

x berapa nak romantik,

x berapa nak matang,

x sensitif dgn perasaan saya

but he love me

&

dia sabar je dgn perangai saya

yg slalu moody,

sensitif xtentu pasal,

kuat mrajuk

bla bla bla

thanks you so much

you make me smile

you make me happy
thanks you for loving me

hehehe

.............

WITHOUT WORDS

i shouldn't have done that
i should've ignore it
like something i couldn't see
like something i can't see
i shouldn't have ever looked at you
i should've ran away
i should've acted like i didn't hear it
like something i couldn't hear, like something i can't hear
i shouldn't have listened to my heart
you showed me love 
without words
you gave me your love 
without words
you made me hold my breath, waiting for you
but you ran away like this

without word, love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next?
my only closed lips were surprise
coming without words

why does it hurt so much?
why does it keep hurting?
except for the fact that you aren't here
though everything is the same
without a word my tears fall
without a word my heart breaks
without word a word i will wait for love
without a word love hurts me
i zone out, i become a fool
because i cry as i look up to the sky

without a word, goodbyes find me
without a word, goodbyes come to me
i couldn't even prepare to send you away
i think my heart was surprise
without a word it came
without a word it went
without a word it left
like the fever before
I'll just hurt for a while
since only scars will be left in the end

apa dah jadi ni????

emosi jadi xstable...asyk nak marah2...moody...unhappy...sedey...semua bercampur aduk...what is happening to me?...lots of thing happen in the middle of this time...i meet someone, we become fren,  then we become a lover and lastly we broke up...this is how the story always begin and ended...arghhhhhhhhhh...but i just can keep screaming in my heart, alone and no one there can hear it, i feel save this way....ya ALLAH, engkau berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambaMu ini untuk meneruskan perjuangan hidup...urmm have u even been in love? horrible, isn't it? it makes u so vulnerable, it opens ur chest and it opens ur heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up..u build up all these defenses...u build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you...then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...u give them a piece of u...they don't ask for it, they do something dumb 1 day and then ur life isn't your own anymore... love takes hostages...it gets inside u, it eats u out and leaves u crying in the darkness...so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart...it hurts...not just in the imagination, not just in the mind...it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain...it's been a month since we broke up but i'm still a miserable little girl...i'm just pretending to be happy infront of my family an frens...honestly i'm impress with myself coz berjaya menjadi seorang yg sgt2 lar hipokrit, i'm used to it now...

         Smile and make people think I’m happy

      I talk and make people think I love me

      I laugh, so they don’t see me cry

      I look at them and hide the pain inside

      I feel myself dying but they see me survive