And after all the heartbreaks, and the fights, and the tears, and the anger, true love will be waiting for you at the end.....and it will be worth it.

You love so hard, so deeply , so intensely because you don't know any different. Its the best until its over then you hurt like you've never hurt before, Eventually you love again , but you love differently , You will love more carefully more cautiously , just know that there is always so much more love waiting for you .

I’m sorry I’m not what you expected.

I’m sorry I’m sometimes shy

And sometimes I don’t look good.

I’m sorry sometimes I don’t make sense

And for all the times I’ve spoke my mind.

I’m sorry sometimes I’m stupid

And my mind has left me.

I’m sorry that I can’t always live up to your expectations,

Or be nice.

I’m sorry I can’t be a better person.

I’m sorry for what I say

And think.

I’m sorry for everything I am

And will become.

I’m sorry that you can’t accept me.

I’m sorry I’m only human

Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you will wake up from that anger and the person you love won't be around anymore.

DAY 7 : A PHOTO OF AN ANIMAL YOU'D LIKE TO KEEP AS A PET

i already have a pet

name DORY

she is a cat

the cutest and adorable cat in the world

hehehe

but i like to keep a photo of  panda as a pet

so cuteeeee

rasa mcm nk peluk2

hehehe

i think i'm in love again...

..............

after 1 year n 4 months

berlalu

my heart

terbukak lg

for another guy

*_*

hehehe 

walaupun dia ni 

x berapa nak romantik,

x berapa nak matang,

x sensitif dgn perasaan saya

but he love me

&

dia sabar je dgn perangai saya

yg slalu moody,

sensitif xtentu pasal,

kuat mrajuk

bla bla bla

thanks you so much

you make me smile

you make me happy
thanks you for loving me

hehehe

.............

DAY 6 : A SONG TO MATCH YOUR MOOD

wuahahaha mood for today happy + sedey...

hehehe pelik tp benar...

mood 2 3 menjak ni mcm serba x kena...

perpisahan ini

Sekian....

DAY 5 : WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE?

Assalammulaikum...ececeh sopan harini...

susahnya nak jawab question ni...kelebihan tuxtau lar ada or x tp kekurangan banyak saja...huuuuu biasa lar aku cuma insan biasa...

Character according to blood type:

Type A

-Biarpun bersikap lembut tapi dlm bab membuat keputusan, mereka sgt tegas!
- Suka mengalah dan cukup ringan tangan
- Membantu sesiapa shj dlm kesusahan biarpun org tersebut baru dikenalinya stgh jam. 
Uisshhh...bahaya tu..
- Tak mudah emosi punya! Biarpun tersinggung mereka sedaya upaya berlagak selamba. 
Bagus! Bagus!
- Tapi kalau emosi tak dikawal membuatkan mereka menjadi seorg yg agak kejam dan tak akan
mempedulikan perasaan org lain!
- Agak pemalu...kalau nak sesuaikan diri dgn keadaan baru mungkin agak sukar sedikit!

agak betol semua yg diatas ni...hehehe

more about Type A:

Bertimbang rasa
Slow to trust people
Mematuhi peraturan - sometime agak skema
Think conventionally
Pessimistic about the future
Tries to be optimistic about the past - true
Perfectionist - dlm certain hal
Continuous effort
Emotional wounds heal slowly - sooooo true
Keinginan yang kuat untuk berubah - most of the time, tp xberubah jugak
Make a distinction between right and wrong - sometimes

tapi apa2 pun, aku ni jenis yg punctual, sapa2 yg lambat siap lar kena amuk...keras kepala, kalau ckp itu, itu lar...tapi hati sensitif, senang menangis, hahaha muka legend tp hati jambu...garang sgt, if x puas hati keje nak mengamuk ja...suka kritik2 org, padahal diri sendri lg teruk...huuuuuu....in term of perasaan sgt hipokrit, walaupun rasa nak nages tp still boleh tersenyum depan org, malu nk tunjuk perasaan sebenar...hahaha.

sekian sahaja......hohohohoh

DAY 4 : YOUR FAVOURITE PHOTOGRAPH OF YOUR BESTFRIEND

ni cabaran yg agak mencabar...jenis yg suka mengambil gambar dan suka diambil gambar, hehehehe...memang banyak koleksi gambar tp mostly gambar yg diambik bukan gambar org sbb lg suka amek gambar view and benda2 merepek...

so kat bawah ni my favourite photos of my friends...antara gambar2 yg terpilih ialah :

everytime tgk gmbar ni mesti tersengeh sorang2...comotnya lar muka sorang2...

gambar fav moja n dilla : moja and dilla nampak comel dlm gambar ni and lawak pun ada...

just like this photo...mcm sweet saja

sempena hari susu sedunia...kami dan susu

just rasa kami comel dlm gambar ni....haaaaaaa perasan nak mam...dh tu pakai baju sma lg

kami kanak2 riang yg suka bergambar...love u guys so much

nice picture

ni pun menarik, 3 org photographer terhandal dgn dslr masing2

gunung tahan, bangkai kapal terbang terhempas...suka warna langit dlm gmbar ni

muka2 ceria kat puncak gunung bintang...nice pic, semua berbaju biru...

my lovely friends yg ceria2 belaka...first pengalaman berdikir...xkan lupa moment ni

mereka yg riang

unik gmbar ni....like it

sweet picture of us...comel

hahahaha nk tergelak tgk gmbar ni...mamat 2 org kat bwh tu mmg xbleh blah

adoiiiii sweet lar kembar 2 org ni....

mereka yg bahagia after menyelesaikan misi menawan puncak chamah dan ulu sepat...

just like this picture...bubble nmpak sgt suci dan murni

dlm byk2 gambar dilla, ni my favourite...comel mcm bebear baru lps mandi sungai

sweet picture of moja

masing2 posing xbleh blah, dr bwh sampai ke atas

hahahaha no komen

gelak guling2 tgk gambar ni

sgt ceria muka masing2...time ni sgt bahagia

sweet picture of them

like this picture, unik n menarik...

zack dlm usaha menjadi comel

kanak2 purba yg riang gembira...

like this picture...

gaya masing2 xbleh blah...

sweet aja...dr kembar 2 jd kembar 3

comellllllllll

ni pictures terbaik....kenangan kami bertiga...rindu time2 ni....

Sekian....

DAY 3 : YOUR IDEA OF THE PERFECT FIRST DATE

urmmmm the perfect first date....susah jugak soalan ni, urmm i don' have any idea right now but i will try my best...hehehe mcm apa aja...

My experience

aku pernah jatuh cinta once and of course lar pernah keluar date...kami dah lama kenal, almost 3 years tapi jarang jumpa sebab masing2 duduk jauh...well PJJ lar katakan, perhubungan jarak jauh...hehehe....haritu bleh dikatakan our perfect first date lar, kami just jalan2 ronda2 OU (1 Utama) and what surprise me the most is he gave me a ring, a gold ring...terkojut eden, dia ckp cincin tu sebagai tanda dia betol2 series...dia kata lar...but our relationship xlama, dah selamat pun, it's over...hehehe bila dipikirkan balik mcm dalam drama korea pun ada...:p

My idea

for me the perfect first date xyah gempak2 sgt pun and xsemestinya keluar berdua saja...lagi best kalau kuar ramai2 dgn member2 sekepala, pastu buat benda2 gila and adventure...dengan cara ni lagi senang and mudah kita nak kenal hati budi seseorang tu...lagipun kuar ramai2 lg bagus drp kuar berdua saja, kankankan...xyah nak plan teruk, sampai sakit2 kepala...just go with the flow, ikut suka hati...hehehe ni my idea lar...:)

that's all

DAY 2 " YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIES

hurmmm what is my favourite movies hah, disebabkan aku ni kaki tgk wayang so banyak lar cerita2 kegemaran...tapi diantaranya ialah....

A Walk To Remember

Pisau Cukur

PS I Love You

All Harry Potter's Movie

all this movies tgk hari2 pun x boring...hehehehe

DAY 1 : YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS

favourite songs sgt banyak and antaranya adalah seperti dibawah....

1. What Makes You Different (Make You Beautiful To Me) by Backstreet Boys

for me i think this song is so sweettttttt

2. A Place In This World by Taylor swift

this song menggambarkan what i feels, it is so meeeee

3. Crazier by Taylor Swift

hehehehe if i'm falling in love, i want to feel like this

4. Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars

wahhhh bestnya if ada orang nyanyikan untuk saya....gediks :p

5. Cry by Mandy Moore

one of my favaourite movie all the time and from the first time dengar lagu ni trus fall in love...i just like it, no reason..

6. Dance With My Father by Luther Vandross

7. Butterfly Fly Away by Miley Cyrus

i cry everytime i listening to this songs, make me terkenangkan my arwah ayah...miss you ayah..

8. You Raised Me Up by Josh Groban

just love his voice...

9. Perpisahan Ini by 1st Edition and Aizat

make me terkenangkan arwah adha, one of my beloved fren...

10. Pokok by Meet Uncle Hussain and Hazama

just love this song, so sweet...

11. Allah Knows by Dawud Wharnsnby Ali and Zain Bhika

12. Insyaallah by Maher Zain

bila rasa down dengar lar lagu2 ni....sgt membantu...

Sekian.....

in memories..

assalamualaikum..

terkedu, terkesima, rasa sgt2 x percaya, terdetik kat hati ni "xkan ada org nak buat prank kot benda2 mcm ni"...tapi inilah hakikatnya, dia pergi meninggalkan kita semua, pergi mengadap Ilahi...Allah lebih sayangkan dia...

dia ibarat adik, dia seorang teman, dia seorang rakan, dia seorang kawan dan dia juga seorang sahabat ketika susah dan senang...

first time jumpa dia, time Family Gathering ARC 2009...main war game...cian dia terkena penangan peluru hebat noor aliaa, hahaha trus kena keluar padang...tapi xterhenti kat situ, dia cuba membalas dendam dgn membuat serangan hendap namun xberjaya, .hahaha aliaa kan hebat...time tu rasa lawak sangat...tapi tu suma tinggal kenangan...

second time jumpa lagi kat panorama, 9 jan 2010...dia suka betol bergambar rupanya, suma gambar dia nak interprem lar...hehe comel ja...baru 2 3 kali jumpa dah mcm kenal lama...tu lar adha, slalu wat org senang dgn dia...xpernah lekang dgn senyuman dan ramah-tamah juga...

pastu kami sama2 join Mount Tahan Expedition (22-29 Jan 2010)...ni lar first gunung dia, trus2 g7 n ni jugalah gunung pertama naik dgn dia...hebat adha ni...ditakdirkan kami satu group...best satu group dgn adha ni sebenarnya, dia rajin n suma pun dia nak buat...goyang kaki ja,even basuh pinggan pun x, masak lagi lar...jadi princess lar kejap :p...dah lar selalu sampai lambat, so suma ahli group dah makan, then adha akan tunggu saya makan dan juga dipaksa abeskan makanan : (...pernah sekali tu dia sampai awal, then dia patah balik n tlong bawakan beg saya...baikkan dia ni, slalu nak tlong org...sampai akhir hayat dia pun, dia tlong org...

pastu Mount Nuang (26-27 feb 2010), tapi this time x satu group...btw ni gunung paling xbes skali, so xberapa byk sgt memori...

yang paling rapatnya time kami pergi Sabah, Mount Kinabalu Expedition (april 2010)...naik bus from alor star ke gombak dgn dia, ngat lagi kami naik bus cosmic...mmg selesa sgt lar bus tu...yg lawaknya, dok lar berborak2, potpet2 tp skali pusing ja tepi tgk dia dah tertdo...cis aku ckp sorang2 rupanya, padahal bus baru gerak..haaaa adha, adha :)...bak kata adha dia senang tdo kalo naik kenderaan ni...dah sampai uia gombak kami lepak2 kt masjid uia dlu b4 bus bertolak ke LCCT...time trip ni lar dia telah menubuhkan satu geng "geng budak2 jepah" namanya...sgt lawak bila dikenang balik...geng2 pemberontak, geng2 yg suka buat onar lar katakan tp apa yg penting kami tetap enjoy dgn trip ni...lantak lar apa org nak ckp...kami sentiasa bersama kat sabah, sgt sweet n susah senang sentiasa bersama2...sgt bernasib baik sebab dipartnerkan dgn adha utk xpdc kali ni...dia dan kwn2 lain jaga saya dgn sgt tabah, terharu sgt..thanks adha...dia juga rakan gosip di sabah dlu, hehehe...akan ingat memori ni sampai bila2...geng2 jepah dah kekurangan 1 ahli yg terbaik nampaknya tp kami xkan pernah lupakan dia dan memori dgnnya...adha, kau sentiasa dlm kenangan...

thanks adha sebab menjaga aliaa sepanjang journey from timpohon gate-laban rata

i will keep ur memories fren

jiran bilik

lawak gambar ni

team yg terbaik sbb xdak sorang pun yg terhumban...

happy faces

setiap kali jumpa kedai ada kipas mst singgah, bkn nak beli tp nak pinjam...hehehe panas bangat

bergambar kenangan dgn partner kinabalu

berakit di sungai pahang bersama2, may 2010....yg plg xleh lupa, ada satu hari tu adha mmg dh kuar roh kot..tanya nak mkn x, dia jwb xnak...tanya nak rehat x, dia jwb xnak...dia dayung ja rakit tu, bercakap pun x, senyum pun x tp bila kitaorang nyanyi dia pun join skali cuma xdengar bunyi suara ja...tu lar adha, lawak bebenor...

PIC 2010, kenangan manis n pahit buat adha...yang manis bila dia menang n yg pahit bila dia injured truk...mmg noor aliaa bebel2 lar kat dia, tapi adha senyum ja so nak marah pun xjadi..huuuu...time ni bangga sgt dgn adha...congrats

mcm kenal kan baju melayu ni :p...dah lar nak pinjam baju org, pastu marah2 plak org tu sbb dia lambat hantar, dah tu lg bebel2 plak sbb baju tu kedut...xreti nak bersyukur lar noor aliaa ni...huhuhu sorry adha...

ni gambar favourite...hehehe...thanks to elin sbb tlong amekkan gambar ni...kenangan b4 nak race konon2nya...skali xsampai separuh jln dh surrender...hahaha hampeh lar kau aliaa...

Recreational Day 2010

pergi pertandingan koir pun sama2 tau kat gombak dlu, walaupun team kami kalah xkesah lar...janji kami enjoy...

ni idea jahat aliaa...tapi akim n adha yg tlong merealisasikan...celebrate besday baz kat bukit pelindung lg tau...hahaha mmg happening...sepanjang perjalanan trun, suma org tegur baz...dah mcm sotong celup tepung pun ada ...trun ja, ramai2 trus terjun laut...heeeee mmg best2...

last pegi trip gunung dgn dia, Gunung Stong...kami satu group lagi, yippie...mmg mewah lar mkn, adha siap sponsor ayam lagi...thanks adha...trip ni pun dia ada tlong bawakan beg time nak pergi peak...thanks adha, dpt jln melenggang kangkung heeeee....xdpt lg naik gunung sama2, huuuuu...rindu nak naik gunung bersama...

gambar adha yang paling comel skali, kan2

group kami-dya camera

masak2 time

begambar kenangan b4 bertolak turun...group plg best:p

makan2 bersama2 dgn geng2 sabah..

last picture taken together-from izza...kuar makan steamboat last sem...

berbuka puasa last puasa together

makan2 kat umah kak ira, jamuan raya..open house

banyak lagi kenangan dgn adha...dah xtertulis kat sni...berbuka sama2 kat padang, ngat lg time tu adha belanja big apple lg : )...lepak sama2, banyak benda dibuat bersama2...walaupun perkenalan kami x lama, cuma 2 tahun lebih tapi ia membawa seribu satu makna...u will always remain in our memories n our doa...

dia ahli ARC yg terbaik...dia sgt comitted dgn kerja yg diamanahkan...xpernah mengeluh, slalu membantu kawan2 walau apa pun....sepanjang hidupnya dia cuba sedaya-upaya membantu org disekelilingnya....kami disini akan mendoakan yg terbaik untuk dia...u 1 in the million fren n u will always remain in our memories dear...semoga arwah tenang disamping Allah SWT dan rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman...ameen...

Al-fatihah...