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rainbows...beautiful, isn't it...keluar ja dr exam hall dpt tgk pelangi yg sgt2 cantik...subhanallah, by the will of Allah SWT, bkn saja 1 tp 2 pelangi sekali...tapi kita selalu complain kenapa lar AllahH turunkan hujan yg lebat, tp Dia akan berikan pelangi at the end...ni lah kuasa Allah...as a muslim, we are never satisfied with what we have...

Aku minta kpd Tuhan setangkai bunga segar,

Ia beri kaktus berduri.

Aku minta kupu2,

diberi ulat berbulu.

Aku sedih dan kecewa.

Namun kemudian,

kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali.

Dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu2 yg cantik.

kita selalu meminta-minta tanpa mau berusaha...why we always choose the easy way ? it  just bcoz we too lazy...kita selalunya menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba...but we should know that "usaha tangga kejayaan"...we should trust in Allah coz trusting in Him won't make the mountain become smaller, but will make climbing become easier...do not ask Allah for a lighter load, but ask Him for a stronger back...may Allah show us the right path...ameeeen

p/s:this message saya tujukan kepada semua dan of course for myself...hehehe

WITHOUT WORDS

i shouldn't have done that
i should've ignore it
like something i couldn't see
like something i can't see
i shouldn't have ever looked at you
i should've ran away
i should've acted like i didn't hear it
like something i couldn't hear, like something i can't hear
i shouldn't have listened to my heart
you showed me love 
without words
you gave me your love 
without words
you made me hold my breath, waiting for you
but you ran away like this

without word, love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next?
my only closed lips were surprise
coming without words

why does it hurt so much?
why does it keep hurting?
except for the fact that you aren't here
though everything is the same
without a word my tears fall
without a word my heart breaks
without word a word i will wait for love
without a word love hurts me
i zone out, i become a fool
because i cry as i look up to the sky

without a word, goodbyes find me
without a word, goodbyes come to me
i couldn't even prepare to send you away
i think my heart was surprise
without a word it came
without a word it went
without a word it left
like the fever before
I'll just hurt for a while
since only scars will be left in the end

ohhhh ohhhhh balik kampung....

7.30 am : bertolak from uia kuantan dan dinggah makan kat RESTORAN ZAMAN...nak makan nasi lemak pun amek sendri kat dapur,siap beratur lag...hahaha

8.00 am : bertolak pulang ke KEDAH...

1100 pm : sesat di KAJANG,hahahaha....tah mana2 lar sesat tp akhirnya dapat gak cari SG. BULOH...huh lega...jom continue the journey to utara...membebel ja sepanjang perjalanan...

1.00 pm : stop tuk solat and lunch....ujan agak lebat...stop kat rnr TAPAH

jalan penuh sesak kat terowong di PERAK...coz tanah runtuh...jalan menghala ke selatan penuh sesak, almost 2km...huh dasyat gila...naseb bek kami menghala ke utara so lancar lar sket...

sampai ja kat PENANG, tayar keta plak pecah...wuaaaaa so scary...dah lar 2 org gadis yg xpandai tukar tayar keta...huhuhu...lama gak terkandas baru lar ada insan baik ati yg tlong...lepas ja tukar tayar langit bertukar jadi gelap, menandakan hari nak ujan...ujan trun lebat sgt2...60km/hr ja drive...hahaha...akhirnya sampai gak ALOR STAR at 6.00pm...alhamdulillah...tp b4 tunggu akak dtg pickup,lepak2 dlu kat GIANT....lama gak lar...makan2 kat MARRYBROWN, jln2 shoping tuk raya sok...hehehefinally kul 9.00pm sampai umah...HOME SWEET HOME...

exam exam exam exam

just one more paper to gooooooo...yeayyyyy....can't wait to finish all the exams...wah 2 minggu yg sgt serabut, mmg serabut..hahaha...i want to go home, meet my family and of course my lovely cat,DORY...can't wait to hangout with my frens too, miss them so much..huhuhu..ya ALLAH, plzz give me strength...i really need it, i still have to deal with my feeling...i thought if i keep myself busy, i will stop thinking about it...but the more i try to forget, the more i remember...kenapa lar benda2 mcm ni terjadi time2 nak exam ni,hahhhh stressss...see how weak i'm becoming from day to day...benci benci benci...xsuka xsuka xsuka...dalam 2 3 minggu ni asyik nausea ja, nak makan pun x lalu and pastu asyik pening2 ja...urmmmmm...yang xbleh blah my frens said maybe kena mandrem....hahahaha tu lar idea paling bangang skali...how can they end up with that conclusion...so funny...maybe syndrom exam kot,hahaha....arghhhh nak kena pegi study...pathology...gotta go...byeeee